Fast and furious

- My mood has not changed much.
- I have been keeping my dentist appointments. I have not yet gone to the dark side of my own force and canceled any of them on a lame excuse. Last appointment will be on Wednesday. I will have to congratulate myself for being such a good sport.
- I have been hit by a major stomach disturbance. It is most likely linked to my high anxiety level. Today it is one bit better, but not too well just yet. This has forced me to contain the eating to minimal quantities and the drinking to mostly water.
- I have been reading about the 8 year-old girl that has fallen / has been thrown off 6 stores and I just don’t know why I read it. I feel awful, for the mother, for the girl, for the families and my anxiety level shoots up and I feel worse. I cannot stop myself reading further and I cannot stop looking for updates. I feel like a criminal that is conscious of his actions but cannot stop them. Bugger...
- Little piece of fun: today I went to the hygienist. In Switzerland the dentist does not perform the task of cleaning the teeth, which is a whole specialty in itself. There I went, to sit as a patient of a woman with large breasts. I guess it must have been my first: as she sat on my left trying to clean the right side of my mouth, all I could think of was that my male friends would have loved to go to her. Gosh, my life must be really boring if that is the highlight of the week.